ive finally managed to put music on the webpage. im satisfied, but not entirely happy.
today, someone commented on the webpage as over and tacky. not a good thing, right? its from an anonymous viewer. of course, it hurts knowing that someone actually thinks of it as that. its my freakin' work and im just not good with criticisms, however constructive they may be. but at least someone reads the stuff now, so gotta be thankful for that. so i said thank you.
but i still cant accept the fact that someone thought of the page as "tacky" - meaning distasteful. yes, its over already because i stuffed everything that ive learned into the page, but lacking taste is a bit of an ouch! anyways, whoever that person is... thank you. opinions are like assholes, they're everywhere so gotta live with them. that's what i think. so again, im grateful. *_*

it made me think of how i write. abba thinks of it as lacking "spirit" or "libog" or "feelings", whatever she wants to call it. is it synonymous with "tacky"? im thinking.

though, i really am not asking for people to read the stuff i write here lest comment on it. i just want a medium where i can express what i feel and think, even if they're unorganized and senseless. i just want an account of my experiences so i wont be able to forget them. reason? i feel like im drifting. i maybe well gone in a week, month, or a year. and i want someone to remember. i want myself to remember.